Some Days Are Harder Than Others Or Are They?

‘Papa Donkey Mama Donkey And Baby Donkey’ mixed media on paper, By Christine Kowal. I Love the Donkeys. They usually hang out together. Papa can be a little ornery sometimes. Mama can get frustrated and baby just keeps on hanging with his parents. 

I felt like today was a hard day because I expected someone to be on board with what I know God is guiding me to do, creating a different understanding around death and staying connected. Essentially What God made, your word, the creator left a part of himself inside of us on purpose So that we can stay connected so that we are never alone. So that we are always part of him, so that we are always a part of and connected to one another.

I did an experiment the other day One of the things I’m working on getting rid of is my ego. My idea of my little self and where I fit in with everybody else. The problem with ego is that everything is about judgement. We are constantly judging one another. And I believe we’re here to love one another and stay connected. So as I was standing in the grocery store line up, which was very long by the way. I did what Eckhart Tolle suggests. When you are judging and your mind is working away, Open up a space in your mind. 

Open the space is what I say to myself. At first it’s a tiny crack but as you practice that crack gets bigger. And even in that crack in that moment all judgement stops. All chatter stops and you have a moment of peace and grace. All of a sudden everyone in the grocery store line was beautiful. There were no comparisons. We were all perfect and different in the way God, the Creator, your word made us. It was a such an incredible feeling to feel perfect and see everybody else as perfect too. I believe that’s the way God, The Creator, Consciousness made us to be perfect as we are and ready willing and excited about sharing that perfection that makes us special with one another. 

I always love photographs with Papa Leo (as we now refer to him that he’s gone home to God)


I chose the Donkey’s for today because I love the Donkeys and I think they’re perfect.

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Christine And The Animals

I Don’t Talk To Dead People

I’m talking to the spirit of the one who has passed. The Holy Spirit /Spark of God/ Your word / is inside of us, when we have a physical body. When our physical body dies the spirit goes back to God. I’m talking to the eternal.

The Holy Spirit / God, cannot die. And God communicates with us constantly if we are willing to listen to that still small voice inside. Some call it a gut feeling.

This is really important. Because that centre that I am is that spark of God, spirit and as I learn to go deeper within me and access the God (your word) within me. I start to live a life that is less fearful and swayed by the outside circumstances of this world. 

‘Don’t Move’ acrylic on canvas, 16″ x 20″

I learn to listen to that small still voice inside of me and everyone has that still small voice inside. God /Consciousness inside of all living beings and when the physical form dies and goes back into the earth.

That spirit / Spark of God inside goes home to God / Consciousness / your word. It cannot die and it can or continues to communicate with me as long as I am tuned in or listening to that still small voice inside of me.

This is a very important part of Staying Connected to the ones you Love. Learning to listen to that spark of God / All knowing /  Consiousness inside of you. It’s also how we get through difficult times and know what the next right step is when we’re scared. 

Many years ago I was driving down Queen St. East in Toronto, my old neighbourhood. I was stopped at a light and I saw a girl step out on the road at the same time as a burgundy van came around the corner right in front of her. There was nothing I could do, the two events happened simultaneously. The van hit the girl and flipped her over, she did kind of a semi summersault in the air and landed in a fetal position on the road. 

Everything froze. There was a fair bit of space between me and the van and the girl lying on the ground. I was infront of the ongoing traffic stopped at the light. Nobody behind me could see the accident. 

And then I heard, or understood from within which ever way you want to put it. Don’t move your car. The Angels have to work on her before she moves. I sat there holding the space. The cars behind me had started honking their horns. I could see the guy in the car behind me had gotten out of his car and was walking up to my car. He didn’t see the girl on the road until he was right beside me in the drivers seat, and then I heard  OH!

Don’t move your car the voice inside of me said. When someone is hurt or falls or is injured the worst thing to do is to get up right away. You should always lie still there for a moment. The Angels will come and work on you right away. And then once you feel that you are safe again and can breathe properly then you can get up.

Moving in that state of shock can cause great/greater injury and sometimes death. 

Don’t move. I was still getting. The guy standing next to me was saying to me you know you could go around. “No I can’t.”

Then all of a sudden the girl became conscious and jumped up, the Angels faded away. They had come from my side of the street and were sweeping across the road, both lanes and had been working on her in the street.

That gut feeling, that inner knowing, that still small voice inside of us is God inside of us guiding us to the best possible solution.

All of that knowing comes from that all knowing place inside of us. I also like to call it The Kingdom of God within. You can call it what you like. But it is from where I Stay Connected to the ones I love. 

Lots of Love from My Family to Yours.
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