We Begin Now

Welcome back Everybody. It’s good to be here. This is a photograph Shannon and me, really a bit rare, she doesn’t like being photographed. Shannon’s spirit came from Star, came from Tara and where ever else God, your word, had her spark of God, Creation, Your word. Tara and Star hated being photographed as well.



2022 I’m here, we’re still in a pandemic and the world has changed. I’ve changed. We’ve all been through a lot. And as I do my work, I’m going to call it, the work, because it is making me able to breathe again, able to take next steps forward to live my life from a place of peace. (Still working on it)And for me that’s what this pandemic is all about. I don’t think I’ve said this before here but I had Covid and now I have Post Covid so I am going to be telling my story and how I got here from there, Ill be doing there using another platform. I’ll let you know when I’ve got it figured out.

Because I could not have made it through without the Lord, God, Your word. And I’ve had to make a lot of changes in my life in order to keep going. I’ve had wonderful family and friends who have helped and been by my side. Thank you.


This  new world is one where we have to speak our truth. Do what God, Holy Spirit, Your Word, guides us to do from within. Use the Power, God, Light, Love Universe, Creator, Consciousness from within. Don’t look outside yourself or think it through. Our minds are filled with poison and need to be realigned and in service to our centre, the God within, the Holy Spirit, Consciousness, your word. 


When God left the Earth he left the Kingdom of Heaven/God within us. Let your mind be of service to you, the real you, the part of you that is creation. 


This is the new world right now right here. 


Here is how I am learning to find the God within by going into my body and feeling for my centre, my essence, God within. To feel that power and to operate from it.


From that place I speak only the truth, I am not afraid, I do not try to manipulate others so that I can have my way. There is no need, my way is so clear and so easy and so beautiful when I can be and come from that place. And that is the work. Learning how to live from within, from my essence every moment of my life.

I Studied Fine Art In Venice Italy

Eckhart Tolle puts in this way. Lets say you are a little wave on the ocean. As an analogy God, your word, is the ocean. 

If you are a wave and you perceive yourself as separate from the ocean. The ocean is big and scary and you have to create all kinds of ways in your mind to fight with and keep yourself alive and safe from and in the ocean. 

If on the other hand as a wave you understand that you are a part of the ocean then you are not frightened, instead you are a  part of something great, and beautiful, you are part of the whole.

This is Tara, Fire, in the middle and Tanya on the right from many years ago.


Love and Light Stay Strong because you are God, Light, Love, Universe, Holy Spirit, Consciousness, Your word, at your core.

Christine and The Animals

Out With The Old Allowing I Am

We’re taking November off from the Blog. We’ll be back in December. We’re making some changes in our life. It’s time for me to clear out my old ways of doing and thinking and learn that I AM. You ARE. Be Back first week of December.

Love And Light 
Christine And The Animals

The Spirits All Showed Up In My Backyard

I’d Never Seen This Before

‘The Spirits All Showed Up In My Backyard’ 11″ x 15″ Acrylic paint on paper By Christine Kowal

I walked out my side door and my back yard was filled with spirits. It was a rainy morning, and a group of them were huddled in and around and the gazebo. This was a first for me. I didn’t really know what to do. It was a bit shocking and a bit exciting, so I just asked them what they wanted? I figured they’d found me or rather God had sent them my way so  they’d found me for a reason.


And by the way, if it wasn’t God Love Light Jesus Christ the Holy Spirit that had directed them my way, they weren’t staying.


Apparently they had some unfinished business. They wanted me to do something for them. It was very simple, I can’t remember what it was now. Anyway first I asked God if this was alright since my experience with spirits on their way home to God up to this point had always been one on one. And he said yes it was fine. I had to get in my car and go to the shopping mall next door to deliver what ever message it was and by the time I got home they were all gone.

Leo And Me’ Photographed by Andrew Hunt

Why am I telling you this weird story right now. Well life is kinda weird right now. It’s certainly very weird for me or has been, I’m starting to understand that I have to shift gears. The life I had once imagined for myself is going to be very different. The world has changed and is changing. And at first I was terrified. 

I read The New Testament and Eckhart Tolle one after the other. The Bible is a living document that speaks to me and teaches me about Jesus and how to live through him. Eckhart Tolle’s book teaches me how to go deeper and understand how to listen to The Kingdom of Heaven Within that Jesus left inside of me and everyone else.

When I can put myself into that place of presence, into the now, take myself out of my mind and all of the things that have happened and everything that might happen and focus on The Kingdom of Heaven Within me, the all knowing Consciousness within, the Holy Spirit, your word, I can feel the stillness and I know I’ll get there from here, where ever there might be.

This is my friend Zalman after his physical body died he/ his spirit is going down a big orange corridor with a big bright yellow white light at the end. Change is hard for me. I like a certain amount of stability or constancy in my life. I will also say I was not always this way. I use to love a great adventure. So I guess this is not our choice we are all on this Great Adventure together. I am finding the key for me is I to believe and have faith and I practice being present and living from The Kingdom of God Within, Consciousness, your word. 

‘White Kitty’  5′ x 7′ Oil paint on canvas,  Part of the Craven Rd. Fence Project

Although this kitty looks like she’s almost done. She actually got a few more staples and stayed up for quite a while longer. The Animals Believe and have Faith. I get a lot of my strength from my Animal Family.



These are my two books:

‘The Bible’  NIV  New International Version

‘The Power Of Now’  By Eckhart Tolle

There is a reason that the world is the way it is right now.  I don’t know why that is only God knows. But what I do know is that we’ve gotten off track, I’ve gotten off track. And I’m working very hard to listen to that still small voice inside of me now and in each moment and live on track. 

Love and Light 

Christine And The Animals